Day 4 of NaBloPoMo

Todays Writing Prompt: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

Todays writing prompt hits me where it hurts. I will be completely honest- my self esteem is not the greatest. There are a lot of things I would change if I could and at the root of all of them is the fact that I do not see myself in a very positive life.

Some things in my childhood left me with a very negative view of myself. Then add in poor self esteem and not being happy with how my body looks after 2 c-sections... well, it makes for a lot of negativity.

However, I think if I could change on thing about myself it would be my negative self esteem. I think a lot of the issues I have with myself would change/disappear if I had a better view/opinion of myself. I do think that we all look at ourselves in a harsher light than we should at times -unfortunately, as much as I know that, I still am harder on myself than need be.